Mad love and a plea to remember those at risk of dying from anything else about now. Can we start to question and think about surviving coronavirus pandemic and about our needs should any of us make it after all? I can do this NOW because I have POST traumatic stress disorder (both blessing and curse). After the mass crises the U.S.A. and wider world faces what will become of the old societal norms? My biggest anxiety these days: Will the world itself succumb to institutionalization?